Today we are taking a look at a guy with some really, really bad sins who is confronted by the Risen Lord Jesus himself. Our goal is to apply what he learns about his really, really bad sins and apply it to our own really, really bad sins. But before we do that, a prayer: Lord, strengthen us by the truth; your Word is truth. Open our eyes to see what you want us to see; our ears to hear what you want us to hear and our hearts to believe what you would have us believe. Amen.
I. The Background The guy we want to talk about has already made a few cameo appearances in the book of Acts. Maybe you noticed? Maybe you didn’t. First, flash back to the end of Acts 7. That’s the section about Stephen, the bread delivery guy who told widows about Jesus -- and got killed because he delivered bread to widows and told people about Jesus. At the end of his trial, as the religious leaders are angry and picking up stones to hurl them at Stephen, Acts 7:58 says this: “Members of the Sanhedrin laid their coats at the feet of a young man named Saul and he approved of their killing him.” Have you ever tried throwing a baseball in a sports coat? Or toss the pigskin in a three-piece suit? It’s not very easy. Usually, you take off the coat, so your arms are a bit freer. These guys? They took off their coats because they wanted as little friction as possible for throwing stones at the “Jesus lover’s” head. And Saul – he’s not in the game – but on the sidelines – holding onto the non-violent-stone-hurling-clothing and nodding and approving. Essentially, this Saul guy got his start as the equipment manager for Stephen’s murderers. In fact, this spurs Saul on to action. He didn’t want to be a benchwarmer forever. Look at 8:3 “Saul began to destroy the church. Going from house to house, he dragged off both men and women and put them in prison.” He’s motivated. He sees a bunch of religious leaders kill an Ordinary Christian church member and he says, “Anything you can do, I can do better.” He goes on an assault as the main guy in charge of destroying the church. He doesn’t just throw Apostles in jail. He pursues ordinary church members. And not just the guys either…. Saul crosses over into the field of throwing Christian women – usually untouchable because we should treat women with respect and take good care of them – but Saul brings his special form of violence against Christian women. In short, if you are a Christian, you would have been a target for Saul. Flashforward. The persecution in Jerusalem caused the church to spread. Christians scattered to the north south and west. As they spread, God’s Word spread. The Unstoppable Gospel remained unstoppable. It’s what we talked about the last two weeks. About how Philip shared the amazing, Unstoppable Gospel with Simon the dark arts magician and a town under his dark magic. About how Philip dirty, rugged and sweaty shared the amazing, Unstoppable Gospel with the Ethiopian royalty in the middle of nowhere and he believed. Saul persecuted the church in Jerusalem. The church spread out and started growing outside of Jerusalem. And Saul couldn’t stand it. Saul was still breathing out murderous threats against the Lord’s disciples. He went to the high priest and asked for letters to the synagogues in Damascus, so that if he found any there who belong to the Way, whether men or women, he might take them as prisoners to Jerusalem. (9:1-2) It’s kinda like crabgrass. Any of you have crab grass? I’ve been trying to get rid of it by pulling the stuff that pops up or spraying on some crab grass killer. But then what happens is, I kill it in one spot and then it pops up in another spot. I’m thinking about torching the whole lawn, but the crab grass would probably be all that survived. Saul viewed Christianity like crab grass. He viewed it as a weed that needed to be destroyed. He was willing to travel hundreds of miles to put a stop to it. So, he asked the priests for letters – official recommendation letters stamped with the Pharisaical seal of approval – that he could take to synagogues in other towns. Letters he could give to his fellows Jews in the synagogue that read, “This is Saul. He’s cool. Let him kill off all the Christians in the area. It’s for the best.” Saul asked for letters like that. Saul received letters like that. And Saul was empowered to kill because of letters like that. II. The Confrontation One particular eradication journey was to a place called Damascus. It was about 150 miles to the North East of Jerusalem. That’s not an easy trip. But Saul goes – cause his hatred for all-things-Jesus is that much. It was hot. It was sweaty. It was long. But Saul kept himself occupied. As he travelled, surrounded by a group of vicious henchmen, he practiced swinging his sword, picturing it plunging into the heart of “a mouthy Christian” and he whistled. He was so happy to be doing God’s work and totally eradicating the message of Jesus. He was carefree. He was happy. He was right. When… Suddenly… A bright flash. (v.3) Not lightning. Not the sun. A brilliant, otherworldly like flash that filled the entirety of Saul’s vision. Saul fell down. He heard a voice: Saul, Saul, why do you persecute me? (v.4) Who was it? Those Christians? Was it Peter? Was it John? Was it one his friends playing a prank? The voice spoke again: I am Jesus whom you are persecuting. (v.5) Wait. What? Jesus? As in the guy that I’m persecuting? As in the guy that my associates killed? As in the guy that was dead? As in the guy that supposedly came back to life, but that’s impossible so I have been dedicating my life to completely and absolutely eradicating all of his followers? That Jesus? Yes. Saul looked and believed the man. And it wasn’t just the subtle glow of the light. It wasn’t just the confidence in his voice. It was the nail marks in his hands. And a lump grew in Saul’s throat the size of a Passover matzo ball. Jesus was real. He had thought it was all a sham… He had thought it was all phony… He had thought it was all a demon inspired threat to the truth about God… But… He was wrong. Jesus wasn’t the demon inspired threat. He was. And Jesus? He must have come for revenge. To zap him. To destroy him. To breathe murderous threats against him and take him as a prisoner to the tortures of hell. Just not yet. Get up and go into the city and you will be told what you must do. (v.6) Then, Jesus disappeared. Thank God – he had a few more moments to live. But…Saul blinked. He couldn’t see. The light was gone and there was only darkness. It was a chilling reminder of how he had been in darkness and completely wrong about Jesus. He heard his companions voices: Saul, are you alright? Saul, we heard the voice? Saul, what should we do next? “Drop your swords. Take my hand. Get me to Damascus.” III. The Change Upon getting to Damascus, Saul changed his itinerary. Instead of fighting Christians, he was fighting his own demons. I was so wrong. I am so guilty. I persecuted God’s Son! I killed his people. I am a liar. I am a murderer. I am a sinner – guilty – and in danger of the fires of hell. Saul didn’t eat. Saul didn’t drink. He allowed his physical body to go through the torture that his soul was going through. (v.9) And then, on the third day… A man named Ananias. He was a disciple of Jesus. He would have been one of the men that Saul came to kill. Now he was blind. He was weak. Surely, Ananias had come to kill him. “Brother Saul, the Lord – Jesus, who appeared to you on the road as you were coming here – has sent me so that you may see again and be filled with the Holy Spirit.” (v.17) You are his chosen instrument. He will work through you. He loves you. He died for you. He forgives you. Saul listened. It was hard to believe! He was such a sinner. He was so guilty. He had done so much wrong! But …as soon as Ananias finished his message…God did something to emphatically prove Ananias’ point: Immediately, something like scales fell from his eyes and he could see again. (v. 18a) Visual proof of the invisible truth. God had forgiven Saul. And seeing… Seeing physically… But seeing spiritually that Jesus was his Savior. Saul got up. He got up and immediately was baptized. (v.18b) He was loved. He was accepted. He was forgiven. IV. The Truth This true story is a true story about Saul. It’s a true story about God’s grace to Saul. But it’s also a true story with one very important truth for you. Jesus died even for the really, really bad sins. We shouldn’t rank sins. God doesn’t do that. But humanly speaking, we rank sins all of the time. There are certain sins that just stick with us. Certain sins we feel extra guilty for. Certain sins that we become convinced Jesus would never have died for. Is that actually true? No. Jesus died for all sins. Jesus died for the small sins. Jesus died for even the really, really bad sins. For that arrest. For cheating on your spouse. For practicing homosexuality. For those awful words you said. For that violent thing you did. For that racist blow-up at work. Even the “worst” and most awful sins find their relief in Jesus. Want proof? Saul later wrote this: Here is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance: Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners—of whom I am the worst. (1 Tim. 1:15) Saul gets it. He knows what it’s like to feel guilt. Humanly speaking he did a great deal of sins. Humanly speaking his sins rank up at the worst! Yet he was forgiven. If he was forgiven, you are forgiven too. There is no sin too big. No sin too bad. No sin too “sin” for Jesus our Savior. So…what now? Two things: 1) Lay Your Really, Really Big Sins at the Feet of Jesus If Jesus removes even your really, really big sins, then stop carrying their guilt around. You need to drop them. You need to leave them at the foot of the cross. At the gym, sometimes they make us carry Kettle Balls. Kettle Balls can be a lot of different weights. Sometimes, if you want to do the prescribed workout, the Kettle Ball can be up to about 70 lbs. You have to carry it in a lot of different ways. At your side. In a front rack. Even over your head. It can be tiring. Especially after walking a couple 100 meters. Then, when you get to the end, you set them down at the rack and you stop carrying them. Like I never pick it up and go: “I wish we could carry these for another couple of hundred feet.” NEVER. Why do the same thing with guilt? Jesus died for your sin. Jesus removed all your sin. Jesus removed all your guilt. There is no reason for you to pick it up and carry it with you. God is strong enough. God carried it to the cross. Leave it at the cross. 2) Be Ananias for Others Because Ananias had every reason to not share forgiveness with Saul! In fact, if we back up in the story – Ananias is a bit frightened to bring the message of Jesus to Saul, a known Christian persecutor, as he is a Christian. I bet Ananias felt like saying: “Hi Saul! Ya big jerkface! I hope that God punishes you with hell.” But he doesn’t. Instead, he denies his own personal feelings and shares God’s forgiveness. You do the same. When someone has sinned greatly – against you – against someone else – share the Gospel. Don’t do the thing where someone comes up to you and says, “I’m sorry,” and you’re like, “That was really, terrible and awful, what you did to me.” And they say, “I know. I’m sorry.” And you say, “Yes! It was awful! The worst!” And they say, “I do regret it. I am terribly sorry.” And you say, “You were so wrong. So very, very, very, very, very wrong.” That’s not helpful. That’s not God’s message to the repentant heart. God’s message to the repentant heart is “Forgiven.” That’s the message we share with the repentant heart. The message of “Forgiven in Jesus.” This is not the end of Saul’s story. It’s only the page turn. Just wait – stick with it – you are going to watch Saul’s life totally transform in devotion to Jesus. And that’s because Jesus was totally devoted to Saul. That same Jesus was devoted to you. That same Jesus devoted his life to you. That same Jesus gave up his life for you. In him, even the really, really bad sins are really, really forgiven. Amen.
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